Happy Birthday To Me

♪ ♥ Happy Birthday to me ♥ ♪

♪ ♥ Happy Birthday to me ♥ ♪

♪ ♥ Happy Birthday to me ♥ ♪

♪ ♥ Happy Birthday to me ♥ ♪

Finally I'm officially 24 this year, I know, I don't look like it and mostly people will think that I'm only 21 or 22 this year! Haha! Like I always say, Ipoh guys are born to look young, macho, tall and every good thing that you can think of!

I don't really celebrate my birthday ever since I was born (if I'm not mistaken), perhaps that's the way I was brought up and so I feel really really embarrassed when suddenly my friends or family come to me and sing birthday song. Well I don't have problem singing birthday song to others because I feel that's one of the way I could bless others.

Years back when I was in a relationship, Ivy tend to force me to have celebration for my birthday, here I wanna say thanks to her. Even though I still hate being the center of attention in front of everyone else, it's not something that I would want to. After we walk on our own ways, then there I stop the celebration. Nevertheless, thank you.

Quite a few people came to me and ask me, "Hey man, it's going to be your birthday, what are you going to do?", "Where are you going to celebrate your birthday?" Honestly, birthday or not it's still a normal day to me (I'm not a Sultan, I don't give public holidays to people) maybe to some people it's a big big thing but not for me.

Alright, let me have a speech here to all my friends and family, Ahem Ahem:

Ladies & Gentlemen, I'm 24 this year, I've been with different kinds of friends from different background and different personality. I'm not a very patient guy and definitely sometimes I speak faster then my brain could filter out, therefore I hereby to make an public apologies to all my friends and family that I've once hurt.

Today, I want to give thanks to my papa and mama that they work day and night, eat lesser and work harder just to pay off my allowance and make sure I have enough. Without you, I won't be who I am today, standing tall and strong now. When I venture into the working world, I will repay you back with everything I have, buy you new house, new car and free holiday trips. ^^ I love you guys.

My friends, Just like what I said earlier, I know sometimes I said things that I'm not suppose to and I might get some of you pissed off at me or unhappy with me, I want to say I'm sorry and please bare with me. If you know me well, I'm just another simple guy with a simple heart and a simple mind, I speak what it is in my heart and tend to ignore how people feel. Please accept my deepest apologies.

To my church friends, thank you guys for being there with me during ups and downs. You guys always have to hear me out when I'm in troubles or I'm not feeling happy. But you guys never complain anything about it but just accept who I am. Thanks for everything. Hope to see you guys at the end of the race with me. (I know you guys are going to sabotage me again)

Well, I hope that I could say something sweet to the love of my life, but too bad I'm still single, so maybe I have to save this speech some other time. A year later? 2 years later? Heck, I got no idea. Let's see how things work out.

Last but not least, my dear heavenly father, there is too much that I would like to give thanks and words are not enough to express my feelings. Always when I was a teenager I thought that I'm someone without a future, a mistake and a failure, but soon enough You show me the way, You clear all the doubts in my heart and tell me that I'm the head not the tail and I could do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Even there is time that I let You down, You still pick my hands up and hug me tight into Your arms and whisper to me that You love me and You forgive everything that I did. I would also want to say I'm sorry for not being a good boy to do what You imparted into my heart. Thank You Father, even though the world may fail me, but Your love will never! I love You!

That's all for my speech for this year, I don't know what I'm going to do for the remaining hours before my birthday ends, guess probably I'll just be a nerd and sit in front of the computer and study for the coming papers as 5 years ago. ^^

Thanks guys, you are the best! Love you!