Paint

Moving in my new room next 2 weeks! So far I did a rough paint job at my new house, and it's green! Suddenly I feel like painting it green because it's refreshing and probably, good for eyes (according to my friend). I did not get to take any picture before I paint the room, well it's peach so nothing special about it.

As far as I'm concern, painting is really a tough tough job! I respect those who earn a living by painting people's house! Personally I don't like it, but I feel accomplished when everything is done!

Entrance of my room

Inside my room

TA-DA! Isn't it nice! The color is apple/honeydew green. I'm actually hoping for something more darker green and they called it Rasta Green. Well I'll head back to paint the 2nd layer next few days and it's going to be perfect!

As you can see, my hand turns green as well, all covered in paint, my pants as well! Luckily enough this is a high graded paint, I can just wash away the paint with water! It's Dulux Pearl by the way! Good stuff! Highly recommended!

And puppy bite my slippers today! Ish! The side is half torn now! Feel like smacking the fella!

我的话，我的权力

黃明志说：“我的歌就好像榴莲一样，有些人听了会喜欢；有些人会讨厌，不喜欢就别听。”

我心情跟他一样因为有人向我主题而来。

他非常的不高兴就PO在他的面子书。

别那么介意吧，我说的是实话而已。

我的朋友和读者，

我本人说话比较直接别太介意。

如有得罪，请多多原谅。

多多指教。

Another bully case

Just got the time to check my Facebook and realize that there are tons of people sharing on the latest bully case from SMK Raja Abdullah. It's really painful to see a girl got bullied, beaten up, whack and ultimately her hair got cut off by a bunch of bullies, well I call them as losers.

Do you know why there are bullies around? According to researchers, they are having low-self esteem, lack of love, attention seeking, bullying is the only way that they could achieve confident. But how does all this happen? I mean who made them to be a bully? I think the answer would be their parents.

Back in my high school, I tagged along with different kinds of people, nerd, bully, geek, introvert, extrovert and tons of different people. Eventually I was one of the target by some bully, but I didn't experience what the girl in the video did, I feel bad for her cause all she did was crying and helpless. As for my case, I actually kicked the bullies ass. I fight them back real hard and they leave me alone. I guess that's the only way would chase them away.

It's not right to stop violence with violence because violence will never stop anything in fact it would create more problem in the future. 

I wish the girl all the best and hopefully she get over it soon, though I know it's gonna be tough for her.

He is on my side

Yesterday was suppose to be a day that they are playing at Indie Youth Fest 2011. Well last minute Pavilion decided that they are not suppose to play this kind (Metal) of music in this kind (Sophisticated) of location. So what choices did the organizer have beside calling it off?

God says for those who suffer under the name of Christ will receive his/her rewards in Heaven. God's justice will be upon us as well! Those who are righteous will stand strong till the end of the race. And those who are not walking right in the eyes of God will be punish and throw into the living hell beneath the core of the earth. If God's for me, who shall I fear?

ARC wasn't walking in the light of God even though earlier they told me they're being an undercover to bring back Metal to glory in the eyes of God. But later I do realize that it's all a bunch of bullshit talk among them. They're not behaving like Christian, did not talk like a Christian, and certainly did not act like Christian.

Hypocrite is all a word that I could describe or maybe a cult, well I don't really know. Ever since I left the band, my heart is in peace. Whenever I have doubts, God will tell me that I'm out of this band for good and the reason behind all these is that He is not going to bless them because the blessing of God is with me, not them. Where I go, there will be the blessing. Because I'm the salt and light of the earth, the head and not the tail, the one who God gives the right to call as children of God. Ultimately, God will tear this band down just like what he did to the city of sin (Sodom and Gamorrah), and if I look back I will end up like Lot's wife turn into pillar of salt.

Therefore, God is saying that "Do not worry, for I am with you. Go! be fruitful and multiply in the name of Jesus."

It's the matter of time that God will put a period into this band. "Bless those who blessed you, and curse those who cursed you." Since ARC have cursed me and God hears it all, I'm sad on behalf of you guys that God's judgement is waiting for you. Cursed are you.

Cheer Up

Suddenly wake up this morning feel like everything is so wrong feeling defeated. Don't really know what's happening around me. I really don't like this feeling at all.

When I really want something and I could never get it, it really pissed me off big time. I have the picture with me at my computer and phone, looking at it as there's no tomorrow. I wish that it would came true to me just with a blink of an eye, of course it will never happen like that.

I always try my best to fight for it and most of the time I fall down real bad and it hurts a lot but I just tell myself I can do it and keep get up and run for it till I get it. I have too much scars beneath my skin and those scars will never recover and it will remain there for eternity till the day I become ashes again.

And so to overcome it, I decided to not look at it, not to think about it and not to obsess about it. My 'I want' list has been going on for too long and it burdens me. The only way is to take it all away from my sight forever. That's what I think will be the best for me. I'm on my own, it's me against the world.

What's the best part of birthday?

What's the best part of birthday to you? Mostly will say the present received during the day, some may say it's about hanging out with their love ones, or even some may say receive tons of wishes from their friends and family, but to me the greatest part of birthday is that you will find out who is your real friend and whose not. Why? Your real friend and buddy or BFF will never forget about your birthday!

During this time, I received a lot a lot of birthday wishes from different people, some I don't even remember who is it, oh well Facebook is full of strangers, but still I'm thankful for their wishes to me. But at the same time, I discover that a lot of my 'friend' that I used to be very close, they don't even wish me. I do not wish to highlight it out their names here. (You know who you are.) ^^

And of course, because of this I'm more assure that who is my real friend who stays by my side, some from high school, some college, some from university, even some from my work place. I'm very grateful for having you guys!

I learnt a valuable lesson, have to be careful of who you invest your life with. If you invest your life on someone you think that it will harvest but not, just slowly draw back because it's ain't growing and it's not your fault but just the person doesn't know how to appreciate you. For those you never thought of investing yet they pay full attention to you, probably you should invest in their life, you may not know when you will need his/her help in future.

At this time, I felt happy and sad for some issue. When you hope to receive a certain calls or sms from someone but they never do reply or take an effort to call you, it hurts big time. But also because of this, I will learn to be stronger, I have to build up myself before investing my time and effort on someone.

As for now, I'm just going out full throttle on my personal music career and studies. No one is going to help me on that and it's all about my own effort how far I want this to go on. If I want to be successful in life, I've to learn to put more effort into it. It's 1 of my birthday wishes.

I'll slowly draw back my attention from distraction to caused me fall and stumble emotionally and focus on what I'm supposed to. In order to achieve your recognition and respect, I've to work harder and harder. You may ignore me now, but you will come to me sooner or later and realize that it was a mistake. ^^

How did I celebrate my birthday -Part 2-

Alright, my birthday left another 10 mins from this time that I wrote this. When I wanted to drive my car out to buy a can opener, there I realize the driver seat of my car is not closed properly and the lights are on. I thought that I forgotten to close it but later do I realize that my shades, mp3 player and pendrive are gone.

Well I was kinda upset by the fact that my stuff got stolen by students, but it's OK, it's just some cheap stuff that I got stolen. Now, I can't listen to mp3 anymore and I guess I've to go buy another pair of shades!

Last minute only I discover that there's some other stuff to study before sitting tomorrow's paper. That Gorilla did not mention other sub topic for us to study beside qualitative and quantitative. Then everyone started to get panic and asking around what else to study and suddenly pop out so many things. Frankly, I can't absorb anything much now, it's very very last minute for me and I guess I'll do whatever I can tomorrow.

"When you do your best, God will to the rest"

And so I believe that everything will go well for me tomorrow. Don't worry for what's coming ahead of me tomorrow for tomorrow have its own worries. ^^

Suddenly I felt like going back to Sunway Lagoon to complete the theme park that once I rejected Hannah. I just feel like doing something whacky before I head back to Ipoh for a week and face boredom. 

Alright, that's all for me, and that's all about my birthday. Yeah, I know it's kinda boring and nothing much going on. I consider myself as a nerd from today onwards! Again, Happy 24th Birthday to me. Good Bye everyone! Thanks for all of your wishes!